Sunday, April 18, 2010

Heartbreaks... is it worth to take it up in the first place?

This year has been a drama for several relationships that the people around are experiencing. Perhaps year of the Tiger, as many fortune telling source perceived as not exactly the best year to put this topic to the test. Emotions flare up in an instant, getting in was quick, exiting it is even quicker..

To 'Comfort' is my next most used action besides the common daily activities. Seeing people break down, shattered, in tears... all this kind of relived the past which I've once gone through..

It felt painless when we go through it.. I guess painless is not the right term for it, instead being numb should be more appropriate. I hear my friend who've been on the rocks recently confessed that, he can feel his heart in so much pain, he has to take deep breaths to fill his lungs. Is that what he really felt? Or is it just an apparent description he can think of to describe the numbness, the emptiness, which suddenly just took up the space which once was filled with happiness, joy, and laughter..

Perhaps it's the risk we have to take to be in love, poisonous as it seems.. inevitable path to take... only to decide how one can face the result, be it good or bad...

Hmm... only time will tell I guess...